I've always been pretty much upset over the way I worked. I knew I could be so much better but somehow couldn't at the same time. But now, I'm feeling much better in my drawings. And it's thanks to my drawings that I've passed my 2nd year at GSA (I was pretty much failure-doomed mid-way due to extremely low self-esteem and utter confusion). Previously, I would actively avoid bringing in my realism skills to the learning table (I don't know why). But thank goodness I've got tutors who told me not to hide my talent away and just to broaden it as best I can.